Aggravated!!

Ok, I am officially aggravated! I did my best to stay awake yesterday whilst in bed after coming home from work not feeling too hot. (Well, actually, that’s kind of a contradiction because I was sweating profusely.) Anyway, I didn’t go to sleep even though I found myself drifting a few times. I wanted to go to sleep at a decent time and then wake up at 8:00am so I could do my workout.

Once Batman (I call my husband Batman) came home around 10:30pm, I headed off to bed and he watched Netflix for a few hours. I had fallen asleep but found myself awake again at 1:05am, which was about the time that PJ had turned off Netflix. (Grr!!) We didn’t go to sleep until well after 3:30am. (Double Grr!!) And, he even had to wake up at 4:50am!! He was the one keeping me up!! Trying to snuggle with a perfectly sound asleep person, NOT COOL! During that 2.5 hour awake time, we chatted about a few things and even got on each other’s nerves the last 20 minutes or so of it. He wanted to keep talking and put his leg on mine or arm on my face and I was just not having it. I can’t fall asleep if something heavy and hairy is weighing me down. (Lol).

Sleep came but I no longer wanted or felt like I could wake up at 8:00am. So, I didn’t. I skipped the morning workout and am pondering whether or not to do it tonight. To add to the fact that I don’t want to work out, the worst visitor decided to arrive and that makes me feel even worse today. So, I’m pondering. I feel like someone kicked me in the stomach repeatedly and then started to twist out my insides. Not feeling much like moving and sweating.

Maybe what I really need is a few nights to get re-acclimated to a decent sleeping schedule. It will give me more energy, won’t make me feel so beat down all the time, and hopefully, the headaches will cease. (I’ve got one trying to creep up on me at this moment.)

All I can say to sum up this post is that if you think your body needs a few days, give it a few days and then start back up. I’d totally rather skip two days than to physically, emotionally, and mental overwhelm myself. It’s worth it especially since this last week has been ROUGH!

I fully intend to start back up on Monday. I can’t say that my weeks results are going to be fun to look at and I might even be back in the 170’s but I feel like I’ve been pulled through mud from the back end of a truck. I need something and hopefully it will be found by then. Until next time.

Signing Out,

It’s Possible!! <<even if takes a while