Frustrated!!

I lament having to tell you this, but I shall anyway. I guess it’s a good thing for people to see my struggle so that they know weight loss isn’t always going to be wonderful. As of Monday, I am back into the “Suck Fest 17’s.” My body literally went from 166 on Thursday to 174 on Monday. I don’t understand it at all!! I’m actually quite blown away because it doesn’t seem right in any sense.

I weighed today and the scale said 171.8, so a lot better than 174, but good gravy, won’t I ever get out of the 170’s?!? This weight loss thing for the past 4 months (I made a mistake the other day by saying it had been 5 months) has got me all confused and wondering what I could be doing wrong.

I tried upping my calories while maintaining the same exercise routine: that didn’t work. I tried shocking my body for two weeks: in the long run, that did work. I tried not eating as many calories: that didn’t work. So, what in the world is going to work? I feel so at a loss right now (and not in the good sense, obviously.) What should I do, not do, continue to do? I am so passed frustrated right now.

Like I have said before though, it’s not worth giving up on. I’d rather do good things for my body and not have any results than do bad things to my body and start gaining weight again, losing energy, and getting myself on the path I had been on for so many years. I know that I will eventually come out of this plateau and that my body will start behaving correctly, but at this moment, after seeing 170-something for 4 months, I long for something different!!

Please, if any of you have any suggestions, throw them my way. I am so sick and tired of being at this weight and not seeing any progress in either the weight or the inches department. Help!!

<<This is kinda how I feel about now!!

Signing Out,

It’s Possible!!