Am I Stuck??

This post comes from a place of frustration and desperation. It all started because I was wondering about what weight I had started out when I started Insanity. So, I searched for the first blog post that I had done and found out that I started out at 176.6. (That was June 5).

On Monday, as you know, I weighed myself and the scale said 166.8. Only 10 pounds in 5 months!!! Really?? Those results alone make me want to cry and throw a tantrum. And, it’s not like I haven’t been doing stuff to try to lose weight. I have!!! I have 5 months of blog posts to prove it.

The real frustrating part is that my clothes are too big for me! Having not lost any weight nor inches, I find this incredibly hard to believe. Are the closet gremlins letting out my clothes each night whilst I sleep?

What more do I have to do to try to lose these least last 40-ish pounds? Do I have to run myself ragged, drinking water every second, sweating pools, and working out till my arms and legs fall off? I mean, seriously, what I am doing wrong that has put me in this position? I don’t get it!!

Way back when, when I had watched all seasons of The Biggest Loser, they had told this one lady that since she was so close to her goal weight (about 40-ish pounds away) it would be harder. She eventually lost those 40-ish pounds but come on!, she had trainers that literally pushed her into tears and in some moments, the desire to give up.

Maybe I need a trainer that will kick my butt (off)!! Maybe??

I realize that I was just so happy about only having 36.8 more pounds to lose, but even though I am so close, I am still so far because of this plateau!!

Perhaps the reason for this mood is because this week has been a blah one. I briefly updated y’all as to why the other day, so maybe that’s it. I’ve been extremely tired and drained, or in pain the last few days and I’m so over it. Waiting for the good days to come back.

Signing Out,

It’s possible!!

Has anyone experienced weight loss like I have before? Months of really not losing anything??